Wednesday, January 20, 2010


MOOD: fun

this is not so bad. malay movie is always be at 'a' standard. but today i am proud of it. a 'run away' mission with Ama yesterday night being a satisfaction for me, of course i am not into it, but spending some money for this is like 'berbaloi-baloi'. then back to office with straight face. haha. cara menipu boss. pretend pressure and stressed. hope for the boss to say,
"okey, kita sambung esoklah!"
okay, talking about this movie, i think their joke is cool, and it is okey to watch with children, educational and sangat ringan for those who stressed like me. sigh!

and a very memorial statement that i really like in this movie is
"walaupon muka saya ganas,. tapi dalam hati ada 'taman'..."
 only a few friends that understand the meaning of the statement. hehe.
so lets keep it that way.
secret remains a secret. full stop.


MOOD : love

tiba-tiba rasa rindu muncul. i hate this feeling. buang jauh-jauh. syooooohhhhh.

HECTIC WEEK (part i)

MOOD: irritating

a very hectic week, that is what i can say. huhu, no life at all. i can't imagine what will happen in five years ahead if i am still this way. sigh! now, i have eye bag, having inconsistent sleep and foods, headache, and stressed. almost single day i have to face problems that i didn't create, but the solution is always be with me. the 'people' is too bossy and unpredictable. they are too small to fit in the room, but also too big to fit in the closet. pity. i should hide them, locked them inside and after a long period, take out them back and give them a lesson. haha, like 'mak tiri' already.

now i have two faces. congrats intan! haha. pretending to be professional among all, smile and always agreed with 'people'. huh. i'm sick and crazy. this is not ever be me. never. for now, i'm okay since my kindly boss promised me a very 'interesting-enough' gift that anyone can't say no. It's blackberry Onyx 9700. it is a dream buddy, a dream! hope this hectic week will end very soon, and i can start concentrating on other things that i left behind. especially to my dearest abang, thank you for being there for me. in easy and hard, you always be there with no excuses.

to be at this stage, i have found myself a better person, thanks people. eh, thanks pulak ke? haha, i have learnt a lots, how to manage myself, my emotions, my reaction and also my language. no shit, no damn, no hate but always PLEASE. oh so easy! is it? hehe. dealing with people is the hardest thing to do, it can't be learnt at school, but through experiences. there a always be a chance to learn, grab it and always think positively. i'm done here, and this entry should be a very good entry. so berhenti mengarut. stop now, i meant it.


MOOD: flying

i am so damn happy today.
just happy. no reason at all.

bila happy hati jadi bunga-bunga, kerja pon senang.


MOOD: love

Dear ♥,

I want you to know how lucky I feel for having found the one perfect person for me,
the one who suits me so comfortably and who gives me joy and boundless hope and anticipation for the future.

I make a vow to stand by your side through the best and worst of times,
and to give you the best of what I have from now until the end of our days.


MOOD: love

Abang ♥,

I offer you not the “summer of my life” but the autumn, brisk and vibrant.
I promise to be a companion worthy of your precious friendship.
I pledge you compassion in good times and bad; encouragement in sickness and health.
It is my intent that our life together include our large circle of friends and loving families.


MOOD: statement

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

i am still remember this poem, and today i am into that situation. i paused myself then, and think. what should i do?

2010 is a tough year for me. i am planning on something important in my life. sad, it's not as easy as i think. to be with someone i love is all i want to do right now. Allah gives us love and it's miracle, i agreed. i feel it now.

for you, i have to be as perfect as i can. time is running out. sayang, keep this promise. it's hard for me, but i will do, will do. promise remains a promise. people have mistakes, so do i. i need you to accompany me, support me. this is the 'road' that i choose. for good, for us.


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