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SOMETIMES PEOPLE DIDN'T REALIZED TILL THEY LOOSE IT. 

KAHWIN

tiba-tiba rasa nak reschedule plan kahwin. nanti-nanti la dulu.

bukan aku taknak kahwin

bukan aku tak excited

bukan aku main-main

bukan aku rasa menyesal

bukan aku ada orang lain

bukan aku sengaja

cuma..

pilihan itu bukan di tangan aku
super sad

its final!

memang aku macam lalang. 

kejap blackberry kejap E72, sad.

akhirnya aku pilih E72.

tapi takpe..

TERBAIK bagi aku!

LOVE

dip flower yang dah 80% siap.. heee, x sabarnye..

buat dengan penuh kasih sayang.

love.love.love.

hope for the all blesses and everything goes well.
cheersss!

this is our hope, our dream and our destiny. this is what are we looking for. this is it.
the one and only. the commitment. the passion. the life.
something that we shared, craving towards it.

to my dearest abang,
~I LOVE U~
only you

everything look so great

i have great family.

 i have great friends.
i also have a lots of great things. 

it's all belong to me.
how lucky i am. 

thanks God. 

life going so perfectly. 

DRB-Hicom

it has been a month since we started doing DRB-Hicom things. at first, i thought it might be a very enjoyable project, refer to the 'fast track' term that they used. wah excitednye! but, i'll never be like that, ever. i am trying so hard to be as good as i can, but it always not so well for them. also with ama, and of course my boss. we work toward their expectations but day by day, it is going so wrong, again and again. as consultant, (refer to QS, M&E, C&S and us) our duty is consult and advise them but on the other hand, it only 'angguk kepala'. QS pon dah muntah buat project ni, and also C&S masuk ward. night mare is it? luckily i and ama still strong enough to face them. hopefully we didn't got high pressure, hehe. muda lagi la weh! 

my boss said this is a regrettable project for him, due to the  problems that happen every single day. whatever it is, they are so fussy and kedekut. too many none technical 'executive's yang menyebok, and because of their 'experiences' on construction, things become so kelam kabut and horrible. sad. super sad.  the architectural term that they used, haha, very 'professional' and 'easy' to understand. sorry people, if i am underestimated you, but this is the fact. full stop. maybe you are really good on 'pasang-kereta-mercedes-and-swift', but on construction, you are failed.

my personal opinion, i can't work with them, never! so if my boss willing to do their coming project, i want to resign! xkiralah walaupon professional fees RM3.3j, haha. xkira nak resign jugak. nasib baik la for now i am not into DRB lagi, ama in charge. memang patut pon at first. just i am too scared to raise up the issue, so layankan aje. Now, ama lead. gud gud. leganyer..

now i am monitoring Kosma project, which is proposing a budget hotel cum training center. it is more interesting than facing them. this week, we are in Pekan since monday to thurday, what a perfect job. its okay, learning process and lesson learned. next week, CNY holiday. goodbye DRB, goodbye people. good bye problems, and of course say hi to beloved family and of course abang. miss you all already. kissesssss.

the end

WEEE~

he is coming back.

he is coming back tomorrow.

can't wait, just miss him. did he miss me?

dedicated to nana

thousands thanks dedicated to nana for visiting me. hehe. have a blast and it is a very nice weekend. short and sweet. that is what i can say. i don't know how to describe it, but we do have none-stop-talking-stalking-and-laughing together. we have something in common, for real!
when she said about visiting me, i'm too excited and too many plans come to my head. calm down babe, sigh! just let it be, let it be..

to be continued~

hari gembira

hari ni, hari gembira untuk aku, dan hari sedih jugak.

awal2 dah berbelit. huh. gembira kerana penantian my beloved dah berakhir hari ni. sedih pulak bila dapat tahu dia akan ke Kuching for the next six months ++. sad. super sad. biar lah aku cerita sikit-sikit. kami dah kenal hampir 10tahun, sejak di zaman sekolah. tapi berchenta, baru 7tahun. namun cukup lama untuk aku dan dia. macam-macam dah pernah berlaku dalam tempoh itu, sesi mengenal hati budi, perangai, dan emosi. bak kata orang, lidah pon boleh tergigit. inikan pula hubungan yang belum ada titik nohtahnya. kami berpegang hanya pada satu perkataan, SETIA. long distance love memang mencabar. lebih-lebih pada aku, tapi Alhamdulillah.. semuanya berjalan lancar. bergaduh? adelah sikit-sikit, cuma tidak pernah timbul isu orang ketiga. biasanya aku yang mahukan perhatian lebih, mengada-ngada atau sengaja cari pasal. kata emak pulak, dia dah cukup baik. aku je dengan sikap manja-anak-bongsu ni, memang memeningkan kepala sesiapa pon. terima kasih sayang kerana tidak cepat melatah. sikap lembut dan penyabar si dia buat aku rasa sempurna. saling memerlukan. dia adalah puzzle aku yang hilang. pandai mengambil hati, dan penyayang. aku bertuah? mungkin, itu abstrak. sesiapa orang mempunyai tanggapan yang berbeza.

sehingga hari ini, aku selesa. dan sentiasa selesa. semoga Tuhan menemukan jodoh kami. kerana itu kerjaNya. aku berdoa agar si dia sentiasa bahagia di sisi aku.

gambar 2004: bukit bendera

gambar: August 2009

untuk 2010 ni, belum ada gambar lagi. hehe. tengokla perubahan, dari muda sampai ke tua.

MISS HIM

bila belek-belek gambar tadi, tiba-tiba macam suka pic ni. pahadal ni pic lama.

and baru realized that i miss you encik baju oren.

tapi lambat lagi baru kita boleh jumpa. masa wedding nanti kan?

engagement part I

mungkin terlalu cepat

mungkin tidak

mungkin aku terlebih excited

mungkin aku syok sendiri

mungkin aku kuat berangan

mungkin aku over exposed

mungkin aku outstanding person

mungkin aku suke heboh-heboh

tapi aku tetap aku.

aku still nak upload kat this entry.

nak share my happiness to my beloved ones. 

bukan semua orang boleh buka blog nie.

tahniah, korang memang istimewa dalam hidup aku.

jadi korang perlu tau.

 it a MUST.

*pic dari kamera handfon. hehe. maaf tidak memuaskan