Confession of Me

Hai everyone!

First day at work in 2011, how excited is it? Please don’t say no. So do i. ‘luckily’ my beloved mr boss just adjusted new working hours from 830am-530pm due to lotssssss of government people tend to call us at early morning, huh! And at first, it’s like OMG! Boleh ke nak bangun awal pagi ni! But I've tried to see it at the good side and adapt with my new azam baru (bangun awal!). Hoho. Don’t laugh!! I am an architect  and i am supposed to be very-fierce-but-nice. haha~

I have to admit I am not a morning person since I am a little girl, do believe I love to sleep like a sleeping beauty with lotssss of pillows around me, and wrapping myself with comforter and yes, also my pink bunga-bunga bantal busuk. This bad habit did kill me sometimes but unluckily it never stops me to doing it again and again and again. I hope one day my prince charming may come and kiss me to broke the curse  ehhh no! Please rescue me from ‘this’.

Some people always had a nap in the evening to refresh their body, and i’ve tried to do so but my eyes are wide opened and my mind keeps thinking/berangan and ended up with baik-bangun-tengok-tv. Some doing great by woke up early morning and will go to sleep back at early noon. Urghhh I didn’t agree that way. For me, I choose to wake up a ‘bit’ late and feel energetic for the whole day, then sleep at midnite when my eyes and body felt tired.

I know it is not a good attitude for 25 years old teenagers-not-a-woman-yet hihik but insyaallah this year I will try to broke the record. I did promised myself to present subuh on time (no more subuh gajah), and force myself not to sleep back afterward.

Bold, it 2011 yawwwww! Now you have no time to be gedik mengada2 and learn to be a new woman, intan! The day is counting,.. .. .

2010

Good bye 2010! And welcome new adventurous year 2011! I am now ready to cruise into this new year, insyaAllah. Not much to story about my new year celebration, just watching tv and cook, but I think it is the best getaway for myself after a hard 2010.

Honestly, 2010 is perfect enough for me even there’s must be something broke here and there, just it be what it want to be. I wouldn’t regretted and change a thing about 2010. I am so blessed to be with my family, fiancé and beloved friends!

This year, more goalsssss to achieve, and wish me luck ya! Wish everyone a good health, happiness and joyful. Cheers~

Saya rasa sangat glamor bila?

..... driving my i10! 

Sebab ramai orang takleh notice ini kereta apa. hi hi hik. 

Pastu perasan diorg bisik-bisik camni...

"ni keta ape eh?"

"ntah tak pernah tengok pon.."

Padahal kereta saya tak glamor pon, murah plak tu. Tapi rasa macam drive BMW 5-series kale putih ada sportrim 20" glamornya ha ha ha.

Ini bodyguard saya tengah tutupkan pintu. Hehe kena tipu! 

Bukanlah ini Rosdi, budak praktikal yang selalu saya heret ikot pegi site, meeting, tukang panjat-ukur sana sini, beli keropok leko-goreng pisang, pos laju surat, kurier hijab, hantar kasut pi cobbler, basuh kereta etc etc etc. Memang banyak jasa dia, ilmu yang dapat pon pelbagai kat firm kitorg ni. Biasalah supervisor sangat multitasking. chaos!

A ROAD NOT TAKEN

MOOD: statement

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference


i am still remember this poem, and today i am into that situation. i paused myself then, and think. what should i do?

2010 is a tough year for me. i am planning on something important in my life. sad, it's not as easy as i think. to be with someone i love is all i want to do right now. Allah gives us love and it's miracle, i agreed. i feel it now.

for you, i have to be as perfect as i can. time is running out. sayang, keep this promise. it's hard for me, but i will do, will do. promise remains a promise. people have mistakes, so do i. i need you to accompany me, support me. this is the 'road' that i choose. for good, for us.